04
Jan
Write drunk, edit sober?
here i am on a tuesday night at 12:05 AM making my dog photobooth with me after a night of drinking. my mind is constantly racing with ideas, hopes, and worries. i need to stop that! i just need to live and be happy! i constantly analyze and overanalyze everything. and it’s getting old! this is 2012!!! a new year, a new slate. i am trying to think happy thoughts and find the good in everyone. but sometimes it is so hard!!! why is that? like i get so caught up in what others think of me, my actions and my intentions. and a part of me feels like i get so worried about these things because of the way i think. maybe if i didn’t judge others or worry bout other people’s actions, i wouldn’t have to worry about people thinking that way. hah. it all seems so simple, yet it is not. i have been conditioned/living this way for so long. it is going to take both time and effort to change the way i think. but that’s what new year’s resolutions are for, right? for making it a point to make goals to live a better and happier life. my goal is to live with intention and with gratitude. i hope i can keep this up and not be distracted by the negatives that constantly surround me.
